The light that can damn you starts as light that would save you (pendulum)

Once you have had the truth preached to you, and have rejected it, you become harder still...  But, once you have accepted the Gospel and reject it, you are the hardest (and only once having received the Gospel and its ordinances, can you become a Son of Perdition [+ shed innocent blood] and crucify Christ in open shame)—you have to have light enough to reject and deny or betray that light (think of a pendulum that can only swing as low as it can swing high)!  Just as Christ could only Save everyone of our Father In Heaven’s children because He descended below all things...

Right?

JPS